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title:  BEST FRIENDS?Ok label me a noob if you want. Jessi Slaughter, one of the most hot topic during June this year. Why is she a hot topic? She has been hunt down and beaten up by her haters due to her trashing some people who seems to hate her. Ok, so many have decided to ignore her and move on. But here I am stuck in your grandmother's era and shall voice out my opinion about her. Here are the several factors that I want to cover on. Being too egoistic? Ok so she brags about how great is she. About her being beautiful without makeup on, having three boyfriends and being linked to a popular emo band. We all hate braggers. Even the braggers themselves. Ironic much? But the irony of it is not something that I want to talk about. She should have think twice about what she is saying. Yes she did mention that she is 'brain dead' because she woke up at 12 am in the morning for I don't know what the reason is. So here is some piece of advice. You should at least have enough rest before doing a vblog. Whatever you say or do in a vblog might affect an individual directly on indirectly. Make sure you are ready and consider on what you are about to say. If you are not that impromptu kind of person then DON'T DO A VBLOG! Not a poser Seriously speaking here. Do you even know what a poser is? In her video she mentioned that she is not a poser. She is not scene or emo and that she is just being herself. Don't be so sure about that. Raccoon tails and snakebites? The last time I checked raccoon tails and snakebites are what scene kids wear. Now you are telling people you are getting raccoon tails and snakebites? Ok, I think I have the right to say this, I bet almost all teenagers are posers. Count me in. I wear what other 'metal heads' wear. There are the punks, the hippie, the high class whores, the ghettos and so much more. If you are not a poser you would be wearing your underwear on your head and your shoes on your hand. Ok, not only teenagers almost all age groups. There is a reason why fashion magazines exist in the first place. Us being teenagers we are trying to find ourselves. We try on different styles until we find one that we are comfortable in. So don't say you are not a poser and start criticising others about being a poser! I am sure each and every one of you follow somebody you idolise. You are being too mean! "If you can't stop hating, you know what? I'll pop a glock in your mouth and make a brain slushy." Talking about words of wisdom. I expected better from a 11 year old girl. But this is trash talking! My goodness. No wonder people are hunting you down. Have you ever heard of karma or retribution? I'm sure all of you do. That is why when you do something bad, retribution will get back at you. For every bad sentence that she said I bet she get a mouth full of fist for it. I have to say, as a troll, I once said bad things about people. And guess what? I got about four people trashing me. I'm just speaking from my own experience. No doubt, I regret doing it. But come to think of it, people do give a damn about all this minor and unimportant things as this. They give a damn about what little kids have to say. How amazing! The world do listen to kids! I thought they would really ignore childish deeds but no they don't. Realising her mistakes But there is something positive I have to say about this girl. Really I do. Firstly, she does not have suicidal thoughts on what she is going through. If I were to be her, I would already be thinking about slashing. Another thing is that, she does realise her mistakes and her wrongdoings. Got to congrats her for that. Her being straight forward for an 11 year old girl is something that I have to be impressed of. When I was 11 years old all I would do is too keep quiet and criticise people in my diary. No kid, I would do that. Lastly is that she actually bears with all the criticism and goes with the flow by going to counselling. Kudos to you Jessi! So that is all that I have to say. Sometimes no matter how bad that person or thing is, we should always see a good side of it. Be it a minor good thing. :) Sometimes I wonder if you ever regard me as a best friend. It seems like our years of friendship seems to go to waste. I have always appreciate you but do you ever appreciate me? I have done so many things for you and never ask anything in return. I do all those things for you because I know that I owe you a lot. I try so hard to impress you just so that you appreciate me like how I appreciate you. I have cried buckets of tears when you ignored me. I guess I don't deserve your friendship? Maybe you are better with your other group of friends? Or was it her who brainwashed you? I have to say that I had enough of this drama. I am sick and tired of you treating me like this. I guess I have no use in your life anymore. Its alright, any sooner I will get a new life and it does not involve you. Because all it matters to you is those friends of yours. I have nothing against you or your friends. It just me who don't deserve your kindness. I guess this is a goodbye for now. |
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title:  Although I may not have the chance to be in love with you again, could I at least spend time you? You presence have made me so happy. You have never failed to cheer me up even on worst days. With you around, my life doesn't get any better than this. So, will you be there when I need you again? |
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title:  And if you are wondering what kind of troll I am talking about, it is definitely not this troll.I am sure you guys come across the word 'troll' in my blog before or maybe some other websites. But do you ever wonder what it is? Well let me tell you what Wikipedia has to say about trolls. So Wikipedia said; a troll is someone who post inflammatory, extraneous, or off topic messages in an online community, such as an online discussion, forum, chat room or blog with the primary intent of provoking other users into a desired emotional response or of otherwise disrupting normal on topic discussion. (And if you are wondering if all of that is true, it is. I approved to what Wikipedia said, for I am a troll too. So why did I decided to become a troll? It is because I want to get some sense into people who have rather stereotype thinking and people who discriminate others when they themselves are in a mess. Another reason is because I am trying to trash a cliche post. My point of having this post is not only to talk about trolls or me being a troll. But also to talk about my dissatisfaction of what other trolls have to say. One of the things that bother me is that some trolls refer to someone mistake due to their race, religion or gender. Or as far as you are concern, age can also be considered. Come on, we are living in a world that is diverse and millennium. What makes you think that just because that person is of a certain race for example, that person is bad? What does the race e.t.c. have to do with his or her mistakes? NO LINK I SAY! The only thing that differs us from each other is what we practice and belief. Our mistakes are almost the same no matter what race/gender/religion we are. Let me give you an example, troll A is saying some Chinese are rude and then troll B is saying some Malays are rude. Now tell me what is the difference between these two views? Race is the difference but the mistakes are the same. So now don't you ever come to me saying this specific race or gender is this or that. Just point out their mistakes! Is it so hard to do so? In conclusion, if you are really unsatisfied about a certain someone DON'T link to that person's race/religion/gender/age. Just point out their mistakes. And if some of you who are reading this think that all I do is talk the talk, that I totally understand. I have to admit sometimes I do link other people's mistakes and linked it to their race or gender. I regret for what I have done. After extensive thinking, I would also be displeased if someone were to point out my wrongdoings and link it to my race or gender. For now this is all that I have to say. I will post more dissatisfaction on another day. |
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title:  Can I be by your side once again? I deeply miss you. Almost everything about you is wonderful. From your alluring smile to your benevolent character. I have to admit that I am out of your league. Almost worthless when I'm with you. I guess for now all I will do is to watch you past by and dream that we will be together once again... |
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title:  Feeling like a G6OK, for now I am here to talk about something that upsets me. Its been ages since I last troll about something that irritates me. So here it goes. Yes it is true that everyone wants to know the truth. I totally get that. And sometimes we do fantasize a world whereby everyone is truthful and straight in the face. Well think again. If we are really living in a world where everyone is truthful, there would be two kinds of truthful people. A person who tells the truth in a kind and good way, and a person who tells the truth the harsh way. Mainly in this post, I want to talk about people who tells the truth in a harsh way. Yes it is good that you tell the truth. Claps for you. But the way you tell the truth don't have to be so harsh! I have to admit that I too tell the truth in a harsh way sometimes but at least I know my limit and I know what I am saying. Unlike people who tell the truth but in a rather boorish way. Not only the words that come out from your funnel I mean mouth is meaningless, but the way you express your say is rather uncivil. Do you ever listen to yourself when you speak? I am sure not. You talk like that more than once. I totally appreciate your truthfulness but you are just doing it wrong. In my opinion, telling the truth the right way is to gain more knowledge or at least tell it off nicely. When you gain more knowledge you could at least support your opinion about a certain something or someone. With that people could at least agree and accept the truth. Blabbering the truth does no good because all you do is just pouring out meaningless words from your mouth. How in the world are they going to handle that kind of truth when you don't even make an effort to support what you have to say? Or here is another advice to you, just say it nicely! I am sure you are that kind of person who is lazy and don't want to learn more. That is how lazy you are! So stop being a stuck up and learn to tell people the truth nicely. For I don't hate you but despise your barbaric attitude. Change for the better my friend. |
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title:  I have been lost and now searching my way outDear you, It has been weeks since we talked to each other. What makes it weird is that I did not miss you. I will never forget how much you suffered when I was no longer in your life. You regretted your wrongdoings towards me. Even though I was a little hesitant, I have decided to give you a second chance to make it right. You tried to change me. How foolish of you. I have always accepted the way you are. Sometimes I do wonder why you want me to change knowing that you liked me in the first place. You might as well ignore me back then. I cried after all that you have said. How heartless can you be? Your cold hearted words are to blame for my sleepless nights. Like that is not enough to break me down, you betrayed me by satisfying her needs. So much for her being your best friend. I was never jealous, no denial. But I do feel deceived. Why should she be jealous of me? As much as I know, best friends don't mind having their friend to go to somebody whom the like or love. Its obvious that she only wants you by her side. I am sorry to say this but you guys never knew the definition of best friends. I guess all the nightmares that I used have was trying to tell me to stay away from you. It could just be an answer from Allah s.w.s for the questions that have been longed to be answered. I have to agree that we are never meant for each other. I am sure you deserve someone better than I am. Hope you to are happy with each other. Lastly, I would like to say that I am sorry for every mistakes that I have done to you for I am just a human. Goodbye. Sincerely Wilda |
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title:  One of my favourite places to go. Us at work. What else do you think we are doing? Oooh I love this place! We won!These are the pictures from SP Xperience. It was boring at first. Go here go there. Climb the stairs. Go down the stairs. Just to go from one end to another end of the school. It was no kidding when the say SP is as big as 4 to 6 football fields. How should I know?We went to experience being a mariner. When we went into cabins we get to experience being on a boat and helicopter. Woo! Interesting! When we did the project about scooping as many tennis balls within 3 minutes was really fun. We work really hard on it. No kidding. There was really full of anxiety while we were doing the project. Not forgetting excitement. We managed to pick up 20 balls, if I'm not wrong within 1 minute and 15 seconds. None of the balls dropped on the floor. That made us won the competition. Won $10 KFC voucher. How I wish it was Burger King. Burger King rocks! Ok stop. Then a poly student made for up a key chain using one the machines. Cool! Then went to try out the computer aided drawings. I won! I get to spot the difference. That was one of the most interesting courses offered but not my choice. I got something else on mind. So yeah. Going back to the auditorium, they was appearance from one of the popular DJs from I don't know which radio station. But i do recognize the voice from somewhere. He was humorous! Off the hook. We were laughing out loud alright! Cannot tahan! Muahahaha!! So that was the SP Xperience. One of the most awesome occasions carried out by SP. Thumbs up! |
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